We’re committed now

With the removal Thursday morning of the last of the scheme that protected my fresh-water supply through the winter, we formally crossed the threshold to warmer weather. It didn’t take long — strip off pipe insulation, clip zip-ties securing heated conductors, and stow the gear in a tote under the cabin.

I kept the insulation to re-use, but it’s badly tattered after three years of service. There’s a good chance I’ll replace most of it come fall.


Curbside pickup at Walmart was scheduled for 9am. For the second time in a row, I’d stretched the interval between trips to four weeks. Twice before that, I’d gone three weeks. And while you might not think that’d reduce my grocery bill, it has — compared to bi-weekly runs, I’m saving about 25%.

I love these drives to town, whether it’s Flippin or Yellville. The territory ’round here is like rural parkland, and it’s at its freshest in springtime.

Rolling back up the driveway, I saw all the effort I’ve put into this place on full display. It’s still rustic, mind you, not as manicured as some might prefer, but everything is just so.

I spent the rest of my Thursday simply enjoying that.


Every time Miss Smudge and I relax on our “front porch,” she sits on the gravel in front of me, looking west, staring intently into the woods. On Thursday afternoon, at one point she looked back over her shoulder at me and smiled.

“Cmon, baby,” I said. She circled back, sat down and leaned into me. I reached out and gave her a prolonged scritch. She smiled s’more — and she purred.

These are moments I’ll never forget. I wouldn’t trade them for anything.

I feel myself getting weaker.

Even though it’s been less than a month since I wrapped up next winter’s supply of firewood — and ceased the almost-daily ritual of slingin’ and swingin’ — I know that I’ve lost muscle mass.

I can see it. I can feel it.

I remember the same thing happening when I was just out of high school. I worked three summers as a lifeguard and spent my days swimming, paddling and throwing heavy aluminum canoes around. When I came home from college during Thanksgiving break, it was clear that I was nowhere near as strong as I’d been just a few months earlier.

(Apparently, all those 12oz curls I did on High Street weren’t enough.)

Muscle mass is even harder to hang onto as we age. Looks like I need to develop some discipline and fix that. I’ll do as much as I’m able to in the oppressive Ozarkansas heat.


Yesterday, I got back to work. Pleased as I was with how the original fire pit had shaped up, I wanted it to be more spacious visually — dozens of low cedar branches, even without foliage, made the area feel hemmed-in.

So I limbed-up trees within ten feet of the edge of the clearing.

Because I did my cutting carefully and strategically, that process was fairly time-consuming. I didn’t mind. The result was, to my eyes, worth it.

The morning’s second task was over by the shed. Every now and then, I have reason to walk onto the lower level from that end, and coming down off the driveway was a tad abrupt. I cleared away a bunch of rocks and brush to accommodate my trademark clumsiness.

Now if you look at the last three photos and don’t notice anything remarkable, thank you. That was my intent — to make things pleasing and functional with no more impact than necessary.

More to come, I believe.


Feeding on rose vervain (Glandularia canadensis) south of the cabin, a spicebush swallowtail (Papilio troilus).

Welcome home.

Take care of yourselves, Patriots. Stay calm. Stay sharp. Stay free.

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